Updates on our life..

Let's start with Adam :

Adam sekarang semakin nakal..aku kengkadang hilang sabar la ngan perangai dia. Last week he showed his tantrum. Dia tarik-tarik rambut aku ngan pukul2 muka + badan aku sebab kitorang buat tak tau bila dia tunjuk-tunjuk penukul plastik yang boleh tiup tu..aku ngan hubby pun jalan je masuk keta, sekali tu dia meraung-raung pastu pukul2 orang pulak...gerammmmm jek...lagi dipujuk lagi kuat dia tarik rambut aku...conclusion made by hubby & me : Kalau tak de duit jangan la nak bawak budak kecik ni jalan-jalan ke masuk pasar raya ke...habis dia meraung bergolek-golek kalau tak dibelikan apa-apa yang dia nak...

Pastu Adam took his first unofficial step yesterday...dia sekarang memang rajin berdiri lepas-lepas tangan ni, pastu hubby aku trick dia...bila dia berdiri tu kitorang move away & pegang smelly dia (smelly ni benda busuk dia-iaitu topi macam santa klos yang ada bulat kat ujung tu, bulat tu la dia gesel2 kat idung bila nak tido & bila letih)...sebabkan dia nak smelly tu, dia pun sambil tersengih-sengih dan secara tak sengaja telah menapak 2 tapak ke hadapan....huhuhuhuu pastu baru dia tersedar yang dia menapak agaknya, terus je buat bunyik "huhuhuhuhu"..excited kat diri sendiri...pastu asyik la nak berdiri tapi tak nak jalan dah...

Mulut dia toksah cakap la, riuh betul...panggil orang semua nya bunyik "bah, bah, bahhhhh" tak kira la nenek ke, atok ke,mama ke...semua orang la bunyik sama. Pastu bila kita panggil dia pun dah pandai menyahut...dah pandai panggil bird, immitate bunyik meow...

Update about our life :
Last Saturday pegi Jalan TAR, first time bawak Adam keluar malam-malam ke tempat open camtu...we went to reject shop at Pertama Complex, i spent RM 82 and got 3 t-shirts for me, 2pcs Adam's singlet, another t-shirt for Adam, a rug to put in front of the main door...hohoho such a good bargain..then went to Jalan TAR night market..ramai sangat orang naik pening aku...ngan Adam lagi, ngan barang-barang yang dibeli lagi..pastu malas nak bawak stroller sebab cam tak praktikal jek kalau bawak stroller then nak pegi such a congested place camtu...ada la 2,3 couple bawak stroller menyesakkan lagi keadaan kat situ...dari kena sumpah ngan orang-orang distu ada lebih baik la kitoarang dukung jek Adam...aku la berpeluh-peluh bagai nak rak...penat wooo dah lama gier tak gi pasar malam tu...we bought our dinner there and terus patah balik ke Sogo as we parked our car there..ingat nak jalan-jalan kat Sogo sebab aku dah intai-intai makeup, tapi muka dah macam orang giler balik pasar peluh-peluh semua lupakan je la hasrat murni aku nak menabur duit kat Sogo...huhuhuu

Ahad tak pegi mana pun, just gi umah MIL je. Ingat nak gi low yatt nak survey new laptop for our homem tapi macam malas jek sebab by noon, Adam tido lagi...nanti rush pulak dengan aku nak gi kedai pemborong kristal nak beli batu kristal la, tali getah la, sebab nak siapkan tempahan gelang kristal orang...so, cam tak sempat jek...end up ngan pegi Carrefour Wangsa Maju sebab teringin nak makan fast food...pegi makan double black pepper burger...nyum nyum nyum...i loike! Balik dari Carrefour kiotrang singgah umah my mom amek kasut keje abang tertinggal pulak...so lepas tu terus balik umah sebab nak tgk ABPBH yang hampehsss itu...

Pasal my father pulak..nampak macam tak ok je. Bengkak and lebam tu dah merebak pulak sampai bawah tulang rusuk...plus kat pangkal peha membawa ke lutut. I tell u what, that bloody stupid locum doctor kat klinik keluarga tu salah inject ayah aku! Bengong betulll...aku paksa adik aku bawak ayah aku gi klinik tu balik sebab doktor HKL suruh pegi and amek nama ubat yang diorang inject tu...and my father look worse than before..shocking me coz another doctor yang bertugas time tu browse my father's record and she found that my father makan ubat pencair darah and tak leh inject sesuka hati jek...pastu tak leh inject direct to otot, kena inject kat lengan sebab inject kat situ ialah injection lemak...tu sebab abis lebam-lebam bengkak semua...adik aku dah naik darah, and according to my sis story, masa diorng bawak ayah in the middle of the night tu, reception klinik tu tak tanya pun either penah datang situ ke tak, dia just cakap "Lepas pukul 12 malam double charge yer"..what the hell...triple sekalipun kitorang boleh bayar la...and my sister perasan dia bukak kad rawatan yang baru...dah tentu la tak de medical history ayah aku kat situ...doktor tu pun satu, tak tanya pun ada allergic apa-apa ubat ke, ada prescribe any special mediacation ke...bongok betul...pastu dia inject ngan keadaan ayah aku tengah berdiri...what the hell?????

Adik aku request for my father's record but the reception girl refused to give it....adik aku cakap elok-elok, doktor HKL yang nak, tapi budak tu tinggi2 suara pulak...sebelum adik aku naik hangin, dia cakap lagi sekali, bagi yang fotostet je tak leh ke? bila dia nak serah yang copy tu adik aku grab yang ori, sebab our family nak bawak benda ni to Tribunal Pengguna coz doktor kat situ tak nak bertanggungjawab..adik aku cakap suruh head of the doctors kat situ call our home and come to see our father as he couldn't walk for the time being...so, on Saturday afternoon tu, ketua doktor klinik tu call and shortly after that dia datang with his wife...so he took the responsibility and akan datang every day until my father recover and all the medical supplies is FOC, even kena masuk wad pun dia akan tanggung...doktor tu very nice and soft spoken...ye la, aku adik-beradik pun bukannya nak carik gaduh tapi kalau dah melibatkan nyawa our loves one mestila korang pun akan tak tentu arah kan??? so skrg dah settle la kiranya, but my father's condition still camtu....

Tu je la update aku yang panjang berjela kali ni...lenkali sambung lagi, kang tak buat keje pulak...makan gaji buta, haaaaahahahah....

Is it me???? Ha-di-Ha...

Found this in one of my blogmate's entry...interesting...

It's about me...MAZZUANA

You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well.
My Comment : Huhuhuh so true that now i am in engineering line of business...


You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.
My Comment : It's very true...it's just hard to say NO

You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.
My Comments : Huhuuhuh may be, in future I will be in education line...who knows??? But the quote of "spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning" is just sooooooo me...

My Hectic Weekend

Weekend ku sangatla memenatkan...starts from Thursday, which was a public holiday. We (me + hubby) planned to go to Ikea, tapi sebab terlajak tido (padan muka, sapa suruh gi memancing the night before!)terpaksa cancel...so hari Khamis tu i spent the whole day kat umah my mom...doing nothing except busy chasing Adam here and there...

Friday, i took a day off...pun tak buat apa...dok umah layan bebelan my mom...hahhaha...malam tu tido umah mak lagi sebab malam tu my hubby nak gi fishing again...he's so into fishing nowadays...malas nak layan...lantak ler...Saturday pulak dah plan nak gi Ikea jugak...so, abang bangun kul 12 lebih, masak-masak lunch semua, dalam kul 2 tu pegi la ke Ikea....hujan yang sangatla lebat diwaktu kami keluar umah..before that i went to Ampang Point to meet the seller from ebay which i bought the rest of kinsella's novel - undomestic goddess, remember me + can u keep a secret...such a good bargain at only RM52 i managed to get these all look very new second hand books....yippieeee....

Sampai Ikea, terus hunt for the things we plan...i bought a table lamp as a wedding gift for one of my best friends end of this month...and we bought Abang's office equipment as well...singgah makan kat cafe ikea jap...i ate 10 meatballs + fries, for abang swedish chicken + potatoes and Nugget + Fries for our little ones..kenyang bangatttt....So, balik Ikea terus ke Ampang....Sampai umah, baru sedar umah macam tongkang pecah....sepah tahap gaban...sampai aku pun dah serabut nak tengok..so kemas rumah kasik cun balik....Susah betul sebab Adam keep on chasing & sitting on the vacuum cleaner...pastu sibuk nak panjat semua benda...

So, ahad pun sampai...ingat hari tu nak pegi umah my in-laws je..at noon Adam tido pulak..so delay la plan...immediately after that my MIL called and told us that father to my SIL's boyfriend (Ayie) is dying...shock kejap...they're waiting for ayie arrive in KL from UTM, Skudai to bring him home at Sabak Bernam...and shortky after that (about 30 minutes ) MIL called again and told us that Ayie's father had passed away..So, plan to my MIL house has been cancelled then...

Whilst us spent our time at home, my third sis called and inform that my father was ill...i'm so terperanjat coz yesterday when i left everything looks normal to him, he 's playing, cuddling Adam as usual...but when she said "Ayah sakit teruk la...mengerang je, pastu sampai ayah nangis tak tahan sakit"....we packed some baju for Adam then off to my parents house...when we arrive my father was sleeping. My sis told me that she took him to the clinic a night before and doctor gave him a painkiller and a jap on his hip...Then suddenly it attacks again...Finally, anak angkat my fatehr arrive from bangi. She is a doctor. She said that may be there's a bone fracture and that's why got bruises there. Bila rasa bengkak tu keras macam batu...then my father tak leh gerakkan langsung kaki dia...sakit...aku pun picit2 la...pastu we all decide to bring him to the hospital. Lagipun on Monday dia memang ada appointment ngan doltor pasal koronori jantung dia...My hubby, my two brothers & my BIL yang bawak ayah pegi HKL...so settle semua dalam kul 10 malam. My youngest brother yang akan jaga ayah sebab dia je yang keje sendiri, orang lain semua makan gaji....so balik dari HKL, me and hubby balik Ampang amek baju keje pulak sebab malas dah nak balik Ampang..Adam pun dah tido, kesian nak angkat dia pulak..plus ujan yang maha lebat...lagipun mak kat umah tak de sape teman pulak...Oh before that, our family close friend punya cerita pulak, dlam pukul 8 malam semalam mak dia meninggal dunia sebab kencing manis....semua macam terperanjat sebab macam bertimpa2 jek berita musibah yang family kitorang terima dalam sehari...aku tak sempat nak pegi tgk jenazah kat HUKM sebab diorang terus bawak balik Batu Kikir, Negeri Sembilan...but my hubby sempat la jumpa before diorang bertolak ke sana....

So, hari ni aku ada kat opis, mintak half day...dalam kul 12 kang pegi HKL tengok ayah. My younger brother cuti hari ni sebab nak bawak mak pegi hospital. My two sisters dok umah jaga bebudak...My eldest sister tak leh cuti sesuka ati sebab cikgu sekolah kan...kalau tak memang dia la yang kena teman...

So, as conclusion itu la cerita weekend aku....harap ayah cepat sembuh & boleh happy main-main ngan cucu-cucu kesayangan dia semula....To Rabak (our family friend), semoga tabah hadapi dugaan kehilangan orang tersayang & to Ayie, ingat pesan your late father to finish your study dengan cemerlang...

hAPPY bIRTHDAY to ME.......

Today is my birthday.....huhuhuhuh.....syukur alhamdulillah..ha??? yang ke berapa??? Dengan senang hatinyer aku bagitau...yang ke 28...matang diluar but still muda-mudi di dalam....remaja di lewat senja gitu!

So, today..starts my day happily coz i'm on air this morning....hhahahhah thru pagi di era bersama nana, kieran & adi....topik pagi ni ialah pasal mulut orang....aku cakap pasal mulut orang i was being promoted last septemmber...hahahhahah....masuk je opis kengkawan aku sibuk tanya akukah pemanggil itewww?????? hehehehhehe...nasib baik bos dah sampai opis, kalo tak dia dengar sekali...ingatkan orang tak cam la suara aku..sekali "audiogenik" la pulak(kalo foto-->fotogenik....ntah apa-apa jek..

So hadiah besdei from my hubby ialah kasut hush puppies sebab replace kasut sembonia ku yang berusia 3 tahun itu....pastu dia nak belanja makan malam ni...pastu weekend gi hi tea kat concorde hotel kl...kengkawan opis nyer collection aku beli buku Shopaholic..semua series...baru beli 3 so nak gi beli lagi 2...plus Undomestic Goddess...nyeh nyeh nyeh...bestnyer bestnyer....thanks to all my fren who contribute to the prezzie...

Adam pun dah ok bila Wan jaga dia, so tak yah la aku susah hati dah...just tomorrow aku hantar gi umah mak aku balik sebab nak tido sana esok...sampai ujung mggu...boleh la atok and nenek lepaskan rindu pada Adam....GTG Bos panggil da....

Shopping Spree...

Yesterday aku menghabiskan petang dengan menyopping..
Dalam kul 2 camtu, aku ajak my sis pegi Standard Chartered pegi bayar utang,dah alang-alang nak gi area Lebuh Ampang, we plan to singgah Jakel..mak aku pulak dah dengar Jakel dia pun nak ikut la...and one more aku ada utang 2 helai kain pasang ngan mak aku sebab tailor buat baju dia tapi ukuran kecik, so aku la yang dapat...huhuhuu maka kena la gantikan..Sampai Jakel, waahhhh giler babeng nyer murah, aku plan nak beli Cotton sebab trend kat opis aku pakai kain cotton skrg ni...aku pun beli 2 pasang kain cotton plan nak buat baju kurung johor ngan baju kurung pesak gantung...pastu tgk cotton kotak2 yang sangatla cantik....aku pun carik kain kosong dapat beli thai silk kaler orange-brown utk matchkan dengan kain cotton iteww...murah je..pastu tgk yang lain pun aku beli jugak...alih-alih aku beli 3 Cotton, 1 Chiffon, 1 kain apa ntah, tak yah gosok...semua aku kena RM75 je...murah kan?????

Pastu beli naik tkt 2 carik day curtain utk kakak aku....last2 aku pun beli jugak sama ngan dia....semetr RM9...kena la dalam RM59...huhu suka, suka....

Petang tu pulak, on the way balik aku ajak abang singgah Jsco, sebab aku utang 2 kemeja yang dah janji nak belikan dia...so aku pun nak menunaikan janji...lagipun nak carik food thermos Adam..so, belikan dia Renoma shirts...then belikan Adam toys which were Alphabet Stairs ngan Lori hantu...pastu aku beli one big Glass utk letak Pot Pouri...jalan-jalan nampak Miki Kids sale pulak...belikan Adam short khakis ada sale 50% jadik 49.90....jalan-jalan lagi aku masuk MPH beli satu lagi Shopaholic Takes Manhattan....actually nak beli utk hadiah besdei sendiri guna duit collection bebudak opis, tapi nak tggu duit tu ada sikit lambat, so beli sendiri dulu....aku plan nak beli semua collection Shopaholic + Undomestic Goddess....Teringat lak Diden my nephew nak masuk Astro Ceria Run For Fun ujung bulan nih, dia nak kasut sukan, so carik punya carik belikan dia satu kasut jenama mende ntah...ok la tu for beginners...Aku nak carik 2 way cake. carik body shop tapi harga RM75...baik aku beli MAC...so tak jadik la beli...

Bila balik mak aiiii...aku tgk banyaknyer aku belanja...mula la dalam kepala dok congak2 berapa ek semua nih...macam Becky Bloomwood kan?? Aku rasa semua shopaholic camni...PIctures update kendian sebab camera tak de bateri la pulak.....

Ok la yer, nak sambung sessi berangan ngan Becky Bloomwood....huhuhuh

HuHuHuHuHu.....

Allow everybody, fuh leganya bila balik opis to see my own workstation.....FYI aku outstation "berkampung" kat JKR Melaka for two days...next two weeks balik sana balik...kat sana tak de internet & one more aku base kat pejabat orang bukan branch office...so tak leh la nak meminta2....balik opis ni lepas gian jap..browse segala blog, email, friendster bagai...

Pastu aku dikejutkan ngan berita " Dah tgk akaun bank? Dapat bonus la..." HuhHuHuu it made me smiles...tak sangka dapat bonus lagi..half month je but boleh la daripada tak de ye tak?? So keseluruhannya campur2 semua tahun 2007 nyer bonus dapat la sebulan stgh...alhamdulillah....

Okla nak sambung keje balik...aku tgh mood pening2 lalat ni sebab selsema..

I'm in dilemma....

Aku rasa masalah ni tak seberat mana..tapi it's more on me who never trust anyone else except my own mum & siblings...My second sister got new job offer(after being a "penganggur" for about 5 years)at Maybank as Customer Service Executive. It's a terrific offer and they're willing to pay her a very good sum with a very attractive fringe benefit. So, i said to her u must accept the offer & it is not easy to secure a job from Maybank.

Tapi masalahnyer anak bujangku itu...sapa nak jaga...coz all this while my sister yang took care of him. My other sister yang ada anak kecik baya Adam + 2 lagi anaknyer itu tak larat la pulak nak jaga bebudak yang ramai..ye la anak dia je 3, baby satu, toddler 1, dah sekolah darjah 3 satu...tambah pulak anak adik aku pun dia yang jaga of course la dia tak menang tangan kan..dengan nak hantar anak dia gi sekolah lagi...Adam pulak very2 active and naughty sket...memangla jaga kat umah parents aku, but with my father which is not very well lately (asthmatic + heart coronary) and my mom yang baru recover from stroke, tak boleh la aku nak harapkan diorang pulak yang nak tolong my sister tu...kalau ada kakak aku yang dapat keje tu memang lega la sikit...

Nak tak nak after a long discussing session with my hubby, we decided that my MIL will take over taking care of Adam...ini la masalahnyer...ever since aku preggy dulu aku mmg tak nak my MIL yang jaga..bukan kata dia tak bagus jaga budak kecik, in fact dia mmg jaga anak orang..dah ramai yang dia jaga & semua membesar dengan elok...tapi aku ni je yang macam "tak sepenuh hati" rela bagi anakku itu dijaga oleh my MIL...rasa nak nangis masa aku cakap kat mak aku " tak pe la kalau kak zura dapat keje, orang hantar Adam gi umah mak Rais"..memang dah nak menitis air mata aku ni...

My father pulak, masa on the way gi pasar last Saturday, he said that "Bukan ayah tak sayang kat Adam, kalau ko nak hantar gi orang lain jaga, biar ayah merangkak sekalipun ayah tak kan bagi Adam orang lain jaga...tapi sebab tok ngan wan Adam sendiri takkan ayah tak bagi pulak..cucu diorang jugak" but that statement made me cry once again..my father willing to let go Adam to my MIL but with one condition Saturday & Sunday Adam wajib dok umah Atok...Adam mmg manja sangat2 ngan my father..sebab dari Adam merah my father yang beria-ia jaga compared to my mom..masa pantang dulu Adam nangis sikit dia dah meluru masuk bilik aku amek Adam...aku sedihhhh sangat, sambil taip blog ni pun rasa nak menangis...

So, aku tak fair pulak kalau tak bagi kakak aku keje just sebab Adam kan....and it is very selfish of me if i do so...tapi tu la..my MIL skrg ni ada dua orang budak yang dia jaga, sorang umur 2 tahun sorang lagi 3 tahun..Nak hantar nursery aku tak percaya pulak sebab anak aku nakal sangat (bagi aku la)+ pulak dia suka "mengemas"..kalau tok nenek sendiri jaga aku percaya la..ye la cucu diorang jugak..takkan nak buat apa-apa yang tak baik kot...At first we decided untuk amek maid letak kat umah my mom while we were out to work..tapi my mom ni macam rimas pulak ada orang luar dalam umah dia..tak bebas dia kata..dah tu camana?????

Semalam try bagi my MIL jaga Adam, tidokan dia, mandikan dia, main-main ngan dia, basuh berak Adam semua la...and Adam ok je...tapi aku tak tau la nak describe camana feeling aku ni...sampai hari ni aku macam tak rela jer...Last Saturday my hubby said "Hari Isnin kita start bagi Ma (my MIL) jaga Adam"...aku cakap apa tau" Hah??? That soon??? Hari Jumaat la.."..tapi aku harap hari Jumaat tu takkan kunjung tiba sebab aku TAK NAKKKKKKKKK..........

Ala la la la la...

Allo everybody..

Starts my day happily today...relax je..even keje bertambun...

Tak de mende nak tulis pun, just to avoid my blog from berabok with no updates..kang tetiba nampak cobweb ngan spider crawling pulak..On Monday night i managed to finish all the tasbih samples, it was 5 of them and i made it for approximately 1.5 hours...sitting all alone in my room, felt like my eyes will popped out when i need to focus on to the tiny hole of the beads...today my sis in law will bring it to her office for the customer to choose..tak upload gambo sebab dah malam malas nak tangkap gambo, ingat nak snap before i handed it to my SIL, tapi bateri fon out pulak....so many coincidence la...i sell it from RM4-RM7 with box...

Okay folks...got to go now..

Rezeki, rezeki, rezeki...alhamdulillah

Semalam went to my in laws...my sis in law offer me to create and provide 1000pcs hand made tasbih for his friend's wedding....so, i need to prepare 5 samples for them to choose...i sell one for RM6 including gift box...alhamdulillah...habis je tempahan buat bunga pahar then datang pulak rezeki buat tasbih ni...sekarang jadik trend orang kenduri kawen bagi tasbih, gelang, anting2, kerongsang instead of bagi telur, pot pouri...

So, me will be buzy for the whole month coz i need to finish it before end of april..ngan preparation besdei Adam lagi, end of april jugak...fenin fenin...

hari ni cam tak de mood nak keje..tak tau nape..nyampah jek...