Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Salary Day???

hmm...today is salary day...tapi biasala...pagi dalam akaun mmg ada ribu ribu menjelang petang licin semuanya...

today feel no mood to do office work, my tummy keep pusing-pusing since this morning..tak sedap badan la..

and suddenlly i feel like i really really really want to change to a new job, new office, and new salary of course...

argghhh mandom la hari ni!!!

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

dub dap dub dab

went to my parent house masa lunch tadi..my mom & father tgk my perut..then my father said
"perut ko dh turun ni..pusat pun dh turun..ayah rasa tak sampai bulan 4 la..mesti ko bersalin ujung bulan 3"

erk?????that soon aaaa????

"PaRaNoId"



When i look ticker above, gheez...only 39 days more to go...time goes by so fast.

Last night i dreamt of my baby's face. In my dream i refused to look at my son's face (yes true! i got a son) because i'm quite paranoid with the quote made by my sister last week which was " anak ko mesti muka cam ko masa baby dulu" which meant tak comel la...coz i think i'm not cute at all masa kecik dulu...yes i was gedebab but not cute...hehehhe..i had boy face instead of looking like cutie little girl...back to my dream story..that is why i'm refused to look at my baby's face..but my collegue took a picture then they showed me..i was shocked as my baby's face looks like my nephew la....which his idung kembang and rambut kerinting when he was born dulu....hehehhehe i gelak besar bila bangun tido..

But now my nephew tu cute giler...muka look like perempuan but got belalai instead of butterfly..

When i woke up this morning i realize that terima je la apa allah SWT nak bagi, as long as sempurna sifatnyer and sihat walafiat, alhamdulillah...hmmm...muka baby kalau tak ikut mama tentulah ikut papanyer...

Monday, February 26, 2007

False Alarm?????

I feel dizzy and like zombie this morning due to lack of sleep last night...my tummy, my back, my uterus feel terribly pain..felt like i couldn't hold the pain anymore...screaming, sighing, groaning....i thought like i'm going to deliver...

prologue:

morning-noon
i drink akar fatimah water as my mother told me to drink when you reach 30 weeks of pregnancy..then i drink la....i thought that i have to replace all fluids taken by me all day 100% with that water...gulp gulp gulp....3 mugs full...taste nothing except the colour of the water like besi karat...

night time
feeling uneasy at my uterus area...i thought it's normal as i always feel sharp pain there lately...try to sleep as my hubby busy watching his carling cup final between chelsea & arsenal...i had no chance watching tv if there is any football match in sports channel...

30 minutes goes...still couldn't sleep..the pain getting stronger and the sharp pain change from uterus area to my back...errkkk....call my hubby to massage gently my back...still got pain there..and it's getting stronger and stronger until i couldn't hold it anymore....cried cried cried..feel tired, exhausted..and finally managed to sleep at 3.45am....

Friday, February 23, 2007

Friday Friday...

hmm...boring ni, pepagi lagi dh macam rasa my whole day will be totally boring..keje dh abis..maklumla keje bermusim ni susah sikit..kalau bz, mmg bz bangat..kalau tak..surf internet je la..

As today is the day of Lepas Geram (ikut ERA ni..) i would like to lepas all my geram la..i was totally upset ngan working procedure in HUKM O & G clinic..tak clear langsung pasal procedure keje diorang...for the first timer like me, for sure kita tak tau after jumpa gynae what we should do? straight away go home or what? like me...nurse dh bagi tau we see u again within 6 weeks from now...then she told me i can go home..i pun balik la...luckily i call that clinic to confirm my next appt. then they told me to come to the clinic to get the exact time for appt. which i was supposed to get after i met my gynae for the first time....dgn perut memboyot ni i went to hukm yesterday just to get the exact time for appt.....pastu ujan lebat...dok la kat klinik tu sampai kul 4.30ptg tggu ujan reda...ni today nak kena pegi lagi pulak untuk dapatkan appt. lab pulak...eeiiiii tension...

ooopppsss jgn tension2 kang terberanak early than schedule pulak...k la...tak baik mengomel merungut di pagi jumaat ni...but what can i do????

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Everything is Okayyyy

huh...penat baru balik dari check up..alhamdulillah semua okay....berat naik 500g je???how's my baby inside??

- actively kicking especially bila time mama tido..
-petang bila babah balik keje dia main summersault sampai senget-senget perut mama..
-actively pressuring mama's bladder..sejam sekali bangun tido gi wee wee...
-suka sangat dok main-main kat area rib mama..senak wooo..

apa lagi nak citer? tak de pape la..hari ni sangat letih eventhough tak buat apa pun...

adios amigos bebeh...

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

I'm 32 weeks 1 day now....

rite now i'm 32 weeks preggy...tummy getting bigger..people think i am in 36-38 weeks...gheez...i can't wait to see my baby's face...ikut mama ke ikut papa...

baby bergerak skrg ni kemain lagi....time siang kurang gerak...bila malam mama nak tido sibuk la dia nak berguling2...sungguh tak selesa..tapi takpe..2 months more to go...kalau 7 bulan boleh harung takkan balance 2 months ni tak leh kot...

barang-barang baby alhamdulillah 90% dah lengkap...just barang mama je ada la dalam 1-2 barang lagi tak beli...smlm gi nagoya carik kain cotton untuk mama jahitkan baby punya sarung tilam, bantal, bolster...untuk ganti2..mak ai boleh tahan harga kain 100% cotton ek...dekat2 harga opel semeter...tapi tak pe..demi baby mama lelapkan mata je bayar..(ala lepas ni claim la kat papa ..:))

So, esok ada appt check up ngan klinik kerajaan, then next week wednesday appt ngan hukm, 5hb mac nanti pun ngan hukm...errrkkkk....asik2 gi check up je...penat sey...

Plan malam ni nak start jahit sarung tilam & bantal baby...tapi since this morning kepala cam weng-weng je...skrg ni rajin sangat black out, luckily tak tergolek...

apa lagi nak bagi tau ek...bila perut dh besar sgt ni, makin sayang pulak ngan my hubby.Sebab kesian je tgk dia...malam bila kita bangun dia pun bangun sebab takut kita jatuh...I Love U la abang....